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Here ! am.

i 'm, not informing it to myself.

So to say, it's a sign to !.

Because, now and here there're just i and !, or only !.

And !, haven't met you.








GR



But someday,

someday you'll be here.

On opening this page, just then,

you shall come out.

eNice to meet youf, ! say.








GS




Nice to meet you.

As i thought !'s eyes were toward
the day after tommorrow,
i turned ! around in a hurry,
but even it might be off the point.

! seem to have no doubt on a happy encounter with you.

! spend time to listen to your story i tell,
with sparkling eyes, thinking over and over.






GT



For the first time,
when did i met ! ?

Was it when i understood that i can never be you,
and i'm just i myself ?

Till then, i hadn't known the existence of !,
and had believed that i can not only see you
as i like but also i can be you.

Now, far from being you,
i'm even doubtful about the possibility of seeing you face to face.

Still, with !'s presence,
i felt that the possibility of meeting you might come up.

May be It was just all in my mind.







GU



Anyway,
without !'s presence,
i can't even come here.

After all,
" i " used here exactly means " ! " .

In any other words,
i myself can never come out.

Therefore here, only when ! am here,
there is the plece only where i can be i myself.

And nowhere else
i can except other than there.

i'm, living with ! all the time.









GV



Yes,

i can always do nothing but,
entrusting ! to all just after beginning.

Even if so, i'm just i.

i'm not !, nor a variation of you.

As long as ! have a will to see you,
i as a dream will last.



honyaku-kyoryokuFkiyoko hagiwara
1998.7



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